My Happiness

I’ve loved, I’ve been broken, I’ve walked
I’ve been wrong, I’ve cried, I’ve hurt, I’ve been tired, I’ve cried
All these agitation, confusion and loneliness were real

I’ve gone mad, I’ve longed for, I’ve been insecure, I’ve been anxious
I’ve been blundered, I’ve dreamed, I’ve owned, I’ve lost
How am I to forget?

The couch you once sat on has closed its eyes
The music you loved to hear has stopped
I’ve waited for you ‘till I’ve lost myself

Mine, yours, hers, the good, the bad, the difficult times,
I’ve been disheartened, I’ve gone through the sorrow, I’ve had my golden days
All the aches, the sweetness, the bitterness
Still clear in my mind

The things I really wanted to forget were absolutely unforgettable
I wish to start anew; I really no longer yearn for you
I must close this chapter

The train to Jade Island has carried me for so many days now
Suddenly I’ve realized at this moment, I no longer think of you

My happiness will return
So long as I understand how profound our love was
I will not seek to wonder if it was worthy or unworthy
Leaving was not a matter of one giving a choice to another

I’ve gone mad, I’ve longed for, I’ve been insecure, I’ve been anxious
I’ve been blundered, I’ve dreamed, I’ve owned, I’ve lost
How am I to forget?

The things I really wanted to forget were absolutely unforgettable
I wish to start anew; I really no longer yearn for you
I must close this chapter

Must be closed…Must be forgotten…